My Baby

I'm ease-dropping into my mum's conversation with Jess about Reggie.

Ugh. It seriously saddens me. Such a huge part of my life and I'll have to let him go soon.

I know that whomever takes him will love him and snuzzle him.

He's the cutest thing and I'll miss it when he unzippers my zippers!!!

@#$%&*!!!!!

I am so excited to go to the barn, but not excited about this weather.

It's freeeeezing.

Saturday will be in the 50's though :)

The weatherman knew I had plans and made it that way.

And, week or so until Sunday River, one month until I go see Brittany, and then another month until Aruba.

beautiful!

Just Made the Decision

that I'm not going to prom.

Shleepy Beepy

I am so tired, I want to nap, but at the same time I feel like I shouldn't.

Napping makes me feel guilty, like I should have done homework or gone to the barn or something, which I really should do today.

Hm, nap > barn.

I'm seriously so exhausted...

but LOOK AT HOW CUTE MY HORSE IS



I had two weird dreams last night: 1. that gas was $5.32 a gallon, I was crying. and 2. that I had a camera on my ibook. Thaz right, it was cool.

Thanks

To some good people.

Making me feel good day by day.

Windy

I can hear the wind blowing outside my window, it sounds like a skidding car. My room is freezing, maybe I'm just freezing, I did just eat, my blood's no longer dispersed throughout my body.

Today was day one of semester two. I'm dumb for taking such hard classes, but pleased with myself still. I'll be writing papers and reading 50 pages a night for the next 4 months. Not into it.

Side track: My new first period (which is now B period) has three of us in it. Advanced writing workshop, and I'm awkwardly stuck with a genius and a good girl, and a paper due every week.

It feels like Friday which is stupid - because it is Tuesday and not close to Friday at all. I am just waiting for this week to end. 18 on Saturday. Milestone I guess. Super weird how all my life I dreamed of this age, I expressed my excitement with everyone around me about it.

I think that this dull end of winter weather has me down. I want sunshine, I want warmth, light breezes, windows down. Life will be more beautiful when it is less gloom-and-doom like.

I'm tired and I am leaving in bit to buy inside out junior mints for Keith and I, then heading to the barn, which will be cold and I don't even feel like going today at all.

Taking Reggie to a show in March, someone wants to look at him, this makes me really sad. Stripped of everything I love!

Kaiser layed in bed with me last night while I began a new book, it's called Her Last Death by Susanna Sonnenberg. I'm only 11 pages in so I don't know if it is good or not, but it's a true story which kind of twists my tummy into knots.

Wisdom Teeth and How it's Done.

First of all, I love vic and ali, and I would do anything for them.

Second of all, I no longer have my septum pierced.

Third of all, 4 days 'til my birthday.

Fourth of all, I have to get my wisdom teeth out in the summer.

I will elaborate on that last one, since it is pretty gruesome: My mum and I went to this consultant to talk about getting them pulled. It was really uncomfortable, looking at all the tools and needles and things. I actually wasn't doing too bad until I started reading the little "wisdom teeth guide" and how the procedure goes. And to make it even more exciting, the doctor (who is the cutest thing) described it as well.

1. Slice open gums and peel them back.
2. Take out teeth.
3. Sew open wounds with disintegrating stitches.

And if the stitches come out, or the blood clots come out of the hole, it will be an open wound to the bone.

Seriously the most repulsive thing I have ever heard.

I'm making myself sick - but on the up side I will be on some glory drugs and totally oblivious to all of this.

Ugh.

Sometimes my parents really piss me off.

I'm in a shitty mood now.