In the Heat of the Moment

I am really starting to see how people can be.

I'll be blatant - I've never really had social trouble or problems in the past, and I'm not saying I do now, but I'm just saying that I am finally seeing people in ways I never wanted to.

It is just funny, change and stuff, and I could care less about any negativity because there are so many positives in my life that I want to focus on.

Obviously there are negatives, always have to balance out the good and the bad, but this social shit is nothing I need to dive into, it is not a problem of mine.

I'm so ready to leave, I just wish I knew where I was off to.

Celebration pt. 2

Celebration

Due to the end (almost) of my midterms, I am posting this.



I forgot how funny it was.

Barn Owls, Graphs and a Bunch of Numbers

Continuously working on this lab. It is not as bad as I thought it would be, I got a lot done yesterday, it's just super time consuming.

Now that I think about it - I recall Mr. Knee stating that fact almost word for word.

I still have two graphs to take on, fix my introduction, finish the summary data page, make a food web, and write the 8 part conclusion!

Well on my way to finished...

And for some reason my internet has been acting up. Constantly losing wireless and then getting it back. I'm on and off aim every 10 minutes - not that I even use my aim anymore.

I have also completely lost track of this week. Having two days off and not doing much of anything really threw me, I can't even believe tomorrow is friday, I feel like Monday was eons ago, this week has sunk into a black hole and is never ending. My perception of time is warped.

My nights and days are also meshed, there's no transition, it feels like the never-ending day. Mushy!

That isn't bad, it's just, I think I really want these midterms to be over with because I feel like I'm studying and studying and they never happen.

It'll hit me when I'm taking the pre-calculus midterm at 9:30 tomorrow.

It will also be reality when I fail it.

I want summer, and vacation, and a lot of things.

:)

If you think about how the world works, how there are so many different people in different places who want one thing, it really makes it easier to think of the world as one. What does everyone want? Happiness, to be broad, but it is how we obtain it, it is the ingredients in the mix that make us happy.

Happiness has a lot of definitions, and you gotta remember, happiness breeds happiness.



So somebody smile at someone you don't know tomorrow because that among many other things is going to make them feel good, at least for the day.

Humorous.

Impressive

As I was browsing for some acoustic Katy Perry covers I came across this girl.

Don't judge her before you hear her.

Natalie Merchant and Shakira's cross pollination baby...?

Ur So Gay cover (blah I wish she would have done something with better lyrics) the vocals excel at 00:50.


What is Love cover:

NYC

I'm thinking about it and wondering if I'll get my parent's permission, birthday weekend, I want someone to come with.

Honey Honey

Honey Honey by Feist

I wish I could embed it but embedding was "disabled" - never seen that before.

Such a good song and the video is way crafty. Pretty adorable, kinda sad, relatively funny.

I just made a huge ice cream cone.

Fortune Cookie Quotations

So I'm cutting quotes, gluing quotes, hating quotes.

And I have just realized that making the font size 9 was a bit of a dumb move.

My quotes are fortune-cookie fortune size and I have a poster board the size of...big...that I have to fill, color, and write my name, period and date on!

I'm going to re print these.

I'm never going to procrastinate again.

(that's a lie)

7 54

So early, so tired. Listening to Feist and getting ready for school.

Hmm, I hope that today, something exciting happens.




Found these :)

Seriously Scary

This is by far the creepiest thing I've ever seen, and I think that it should be outlawed because these girls are being showcased in ways very inappropriate for their age.



Sorry if this gives anyone nightmares...


ps: I've also realized that there are maybe two people that read this sometimes and I write entries as if the whole world is reading my blog.

Ah, how okay I am with this!

Working Out

I'm working out!

And I'm very un-fit.

Snackimals

So, I mean, these are like the best organic animal crackers ever.



And they don't even pack the bags half way, you know? Like with chips when there's half a bag of chips, these people fill this bag to the brim with animal crackers.

My only concern is, why is there a train? There's a pretty weird array of animals, I'll let that go, but a train?

Since when is a train considered an animal? Better yet, why a train if something inanimate?

I don't know but I'd like to write these guys and get some answers!

Raw

I sometimes think that my brain goes off when something angers me, or takes me by surprise.

I go into like, raw emotion freak out mode - and it becomes way more than just my problem.

I'm sorry, and I've obviously said it ten trillion times but I really am because it's not fair, I'm being a mental case with no vision of what I am saying at all.

The green monster is a terrible thing and I'm not going to let it get to me from here on out!

I wish I could make a stop motion of me punching something green but I'm lazy, boring, and not that tech savvy.

(yeah I know, they make it easy for you now with those MAKE YOUR OWN STOP MOTION websites, shut the pssthhh up).

Model Behavior

First off - while searching around for my new favorite model (being 23 year old Sasha Pivovarova from Russia) I found this really awesome picture of a group of models:



Looking good ladies!

Anyway, about Sasha: She was "discovered" by photographer and friend, and now husband (kinda weird, considering they are 17 years apart) Igor Vishnyakov. He sent her photos to IMG - International Modeling Agency and within short time walked for Prada and became their muse.



I mean, as crazy as it seems - how quickly she was put on the runway, how can you say no to those cheekbones!

B-Down Palace

Really good movie - though it made me mad how naive the brunette was.

It also made the Thai government look awful! Yay parliamentary!

Mama Schubaca

Today I stayed home from school - this was a dumb idea seeing that now I have to go to school on Friday instead of going to Boston with Vic.

Oh well, my throat hurts and I needed a mental health day.

So now I am getting ready to go to NEMG. Haven't been nervous about it until right now. She'll probably say that I suck and to get out.

Nom nom.

My wonderful mum came up with the idea that afterwards we could go to the mall and then out to dinner. Such a nice way to wrap up this day.

I feel so weird though now, like thoughts are going through my head but I can't tell how I'm feeling about them and I've lost all track of the days and what I'm doing. It isn't negative, it's just kind of confusing and hard to explain.

PS: vic is all mine this weekend<3

RIP

so devastating.

rest in peace
Jim Richard Shirey Jr.
1994-2009

Baby Reg & Baby Sitting

Hour lessons are so much better than half hours. I would rather have two jumping lessons a week than one.

It's so cold though, riding in the cold is kind of shitty.

Plus, bbyreg hates being naked so he enjoys being fresh, spinning and hopping and twisting his neck. We have so much fun.

I also have to babysit today. Unfortunately, Jess has left me with about 20 minutes to shower before I go to the Este's, so I think I'm just going to go there stinky. No big deal.

And damn it all to hell! (hahahaha) I still have to bring Peg and Carol their plates.

Got deferred to UVM - kind of a bummer but at least I didn't get rejected.

Seasonal Changes

It stays light out earlier which is so nice.

However, not a fan of this cold: rest of the week's supposed to bring in some arctic chill.

High of 7 degrees on Friday.

Not cool. Well, very cool if you're taking it literally.

I'm hilarious.

Back Again

I just suck. I can't keep up with a blog, there's so many good and interesting things that went on while I stopped, now I just have to take it from here.

I hate Hamlet and I hate school.

Tried faking a migraine this morning, didn't work out as I planned.



sososo good.